First time

Don`t laugh at me, but it was my first time doing laundry here in Prague. Don`t take it wrong, I did laundry many times before, with my own machine or a machine of someone close to me. I only didn`t do it here in Prague, cause I wasn't here long enough to feel the need. But today I realized that I need some clean shirt for the ball I am going to today. It was kinda adventure, go through the crooked labyrinth of dorms underground, smelling amazing and not known smells and stuff like that. It also felt like real community. Sharing together, it just wasn't food like God was talking about, it was a washing machine sharing, with a group of about 500 people. Isn't that amazing? How close I can get to a people I have never seen in my life? And how far I can be to people I meet almost every day.

I am amazed how many people went through my life. They stayed for a little while, for longer time or they are still there. Some did hurt me, some made me happy, but all of them influenced me, some more and some less, but all did. I strongly believe God is working mostly with people and through people, he did put sooo many of them in my life, sooo many good figures and even few bad figures. He gave me heroes, he gave me people who loves me, people I can love. I am thankful for people, for love for friendship and for God.

Dreamer

I am helpless dreamer. I was since I was born. I remember when I was in kindergarden, how I was dreaming about bigger castles I can build, how I can live in them and stuff. The older I am getting, the more I am experiencing life and society, the bigger pressure is not to dream that much. Be more practical, or not to dream at all, cause you will get hurt.

I will never ever give up dreaming. I had dreams, some of them came true, some of them did not. But all of them were worth the try. I dream about different stuff then I used to, it`s less about toys and more about people and miracles. I am going after them less on my own and more with prayer on my lips, but I still dream. I actually live one of the dreams that no one could imagine can come true, not even me, but It did. Made me better child of God, better man, better dreamer.

So I beg you, don't stop dreaming, and STOP be afraid of getting hurt, just DREAM, LOVE, PRAY, thats all we need for life. Imagine, if everyone would do those stuff. Would be powered by the dreams, would love people around as God us told us, and Pray to Him for guidance, help and worship. World would b better place.

3 years

Almost exactly three years since the last post. Thats quite some time.

So much happened since then. I am still the same person, but I feel like I travelled millions of miles in my life. Living my college life in Prague, trying to serve God as good as I can, found home church for me and realizing where I am going and what I am doing.

It`s really funny how my life is always up and down, my emotions are jumping from the sky heights to the valleys plains. I love that I live a crazy busy life. Right now I am sick with cold, but cannot really rest cause two test are going on today, I should be studying and not writing here, and tomorrow I go with my YL teammate and friend Wendy to a ball of her girls. Right after that, ski instructor course is taking place in my life. Then Christmas.

Even the last month wash`t the most successful in many fields, it was one of the best months ever. Cause I had the privilege to pray about stuff, I would never ever imagine to pray about at the last post. Pray about love, about God showing me the way, God blessing the decisions I wanna make and people I want to love, praying for God healing people and me and so much more. Great how much happened since last, crazy where I am now since last, Thanks God he walked me through the forest of darkness to the field of light.

I don't want to sound too cheesy or anything, but last month was just a blessing. I felt really loved, I felt guided, I felt the good sense of challenge, to be a better man a better person so Pappa would be proud. And to be totally honest, not just him, but one really special person too.

Thanks God for putting my life in order, thank you for people around me and thank you that you are blessing what I am praying about.