First time

Don`t laugh at me, but it was my first time doing laundry here in Prague. Don`t take it wrong, I did laundry many times before, with my own machine or a machine of someone close to me. I only didn`t do it here in Prague, cause I wasn't here long enough to feel the need. But today I realized that I need some clean shirt for the ball I am going to today. It was kinda adventure, go through the crooked labyrinth of dorms underground, smelling amazing and not known smells and stuff like that. It also felt like real community. Sharing together, it just wasn't food like God was talking about, it was a washing machine sharing, with a group of about 500 people. Isn't that amazing? How close I can get to a people I have never seen in my life? And how far I can be to people I meet almost every day.

I am amazed how many people went through my life. They stayed for a little while, for longer time or they are still there. Some did hurt me, some made me happy, but all of them influenced me, some more and some less, but all did. I strongly believe God is working mostly with people and through people, he did put sooo many of them in my life, sooo many good figures and even few bad figures. He gave me heroes, he gave me people who loves me, people I can love. I am thankful for people, for love for friendship and for God.

Dreamer

I am helpless dreamer. I was since I was born. I remember when I was in kindergarden, how I was dreaming about bigger castles I can build, how I can live in them and stuff. The older I am getting, the more I am experiencing life and society, the bigger pressure is not to dream that much. Be more practical, or not to dream at all, cause you will get hurt.

I will never ever give up dreaming. I had dreams, some of them came true, some of them did not. But all of them were worth the try. I dream about different stuff then I used to, it`s less about toys and more about people and miracles. I am going after them less on my own and more with prayer on my lips, but I still dream. I actually live one of the dreams that no one could imagine can come true, not even me, but It did. Made me better child of God, better man, better dreamer.

So I beg you, don't stop dreaming, and STOP be afraid of getting hurt, just DREAM, LOVE, PRAY, thats all we need for life. Imagine, if everyone would do those stuff. Would be powered by the dreams, would love people around as God us told us, and Pray to Him for guidance, help and worship. World would b better place.

3 years

Almost exactly three years since the last post. Thats quite some time.

So much happened since then. I am still the same person, but I feel like I travelled millions of miles in my life. Living my college life in Prague, trying to serve God as good as I can, found home church for me and realizing where I am going and what I am doing.

It`s really funny how my life is always up and down, my emotions are jumping from the sky heights to the valleys plains. I love that I live a crazy busy life. Right now I am sick with cold, but cannot really rest cause two test are going on today, I should be studying and not writing here, and tomorrow I go with my YL teammate and friend Wendy to a ball of her girls. Right after that, ski instructor course is taking place in my life. Then Christmas.

Even the last month wash`t the most successful in many fields, it was one of the best months ever. Cause I had the privilege to pray about stuff, I would never ever imagine to pray about at the last post. Pray about love, about God showing me the way, God blessing the decisions I wanna make and people I want to love, praying for God healing people and me and so much more. Great how much happened since last, crazy where I am now since last, Thanks God he walked me through the forest of darkness to the field of light.

I don't want to sound too cheesy or anything, but last month was just a blessing. I felt really loved, I felt guided, I felt the good sense of challenge, to be a better man a better person so Pappa would be proud. And to be totally honest, not just him, but one really special person too.

Thanks God for putting my life in order, thank you for people around me and thank you that you are blessing what I am praying about.

Christmas

Hey guys, so it`s here, I am trying to write my first blog in English language, wow, it`s huge change, but be patient and forgive me my mistakes.

Christmas, 

It`s here, holiday of Santa Claus, red nose`s Rudolph, bush and gifts. Here more commercial then back home in Czech, but on the other hand more religious then ever before in my life. This X-mass will be probably the most different in my whole existence. In different (and sometimes strange country), with new people, with no mom ( I have Tammy but my mom is only one sorry). I will also share bush with my "siblings" for first time and don`t have potatoes salad ( I don`t really miss it :D). It`s gonna be great and happy and sad and full of mixed feelings in one time and I really looking forward this so please cross your fingers for me. 

New Year`s eve

It will be also strange. First time in five years I will celebrate with my family, and first time since I was ten it will be with no champagne ( maybe not but I don`t expect it). It will be strange, but after crazy parties it will be nice rest and peace, watching the stars in the middle of the frozen lake with frozen smile on the face, yeah it will be great ( but with my luck it will be cloudy or snowstorm :D ). 

I only want`s to say two things:

1) Thanks to my host family for their generous with they accepted me in their lives 

2) Merry christmas to everybody, stop hunting the presents and just hug each other and be in peace and love, that`s all what the Christmas are about.  

Neco malo novinek dil 1.

Ahoj, asi je treba rici co vsechno se deje, v mem zivote, ve svete. 

Takze od srpna jsem ve "velkem" svete, cimz mam na mysli, ze jsem v USA. Je to docela zajimava zeme, neni tak spatna jak jeji odpurci hlasaji, a ani tak skvela jak jeji priznivni peji. Je to tu suma sumarum stejne, jako vsude kolem. Neco maji paradni, neco je strasne az nemyslitelne, to same jako v Evrope a u Nas.

Tim, ze jsem si to uvedomil, jsem zacal byt mnohem vice hrdy na to ze jsem Cech, uvedomil jsem si co to znamena. Neni to o tom ziv v Cesku, je to o tom vazit si svych predku a sveho naroda. I kdyz je to tu moc pekne, tak rodna kotlina je hezci. Je to proste doma.

Vsechno je tu vetsi, auta, mesta( mozna ne vetsi, ale roztahanejsi), nakupni centra, kostely, solidarita ( aspon u lidi s kterymi sem se setkal). Nadruhou stranu jsou tu nevyhody, vsechno je tu roztahane ( neda se tu chodit, chodniky nejsou) coz znamena, ze bez auta je to tu skoro neobyvatelne. Velke metropole jako treba Minneapolis je neco jineho, ale zase tolik jich tu neni. 

Uplne uzasne jsou tu skoly ale o tech zase az zitra.

Jsem zpet ?

Ahoj, je to dlouha doba co jsem se ozval naposledy, jarku skoro pul roku. Ale opet dostavam potrebu vykricet do sveta co me trapi, co me bavi, co se deje. Ale asi to bude trosku jinak nez normalne. 

1) Nemam hacky a carky, za coz se omlouvam, a to diky memu pobytu v USA

2) Jsem mozna trochu jiny, par veci se ve me asi zmenilo, mozna cely ja :D

3) Precetl jsem toho na internetu hodne, a jsem plny novych vemu, jen nevim jestli je dokazu zachytit

Doufam, ze se opet najdou nejaci ctenari, kteri si budou chtit precist jak vidi svet uz skoro dospely kluk. 

Zatim ahoj, brzy napisu zase neco.

Rozpory

Tak myslím, že vám dlužím docela hodně informací. Hodně jsem vás v poslední době zanedbávall. Tak se to ted pokusím nahradit. Už mám konečně vézum do států. Teda řekli, že mi ho dají ale v ruce ho budu mít až zítra. Odlétám 12 srpna a to dokonce z Ostravy, ano je to blizoučku, ani neumím popsat jak se ted cítím. Na jednu stranu se tam moc a moc těším na tu novou zkušenost, na moje sestřičky, Tammy a Eda (moje hostující rodiče) a na tu druhou stranu se mi nechce opouštět Kačenku, moji milovanou Kačenku. Moji lásku, kterou jsem hrou osudu získal až ted. S ní se cítím silný, v bezpečí a zamilovaně (což abych pravdu řekl jsem jještě ve svém životě nezažil). Cha asi Bůh chce podstoupit nějakou zkoušku, tak doufám že to zvládnu. Další věc je, že jsem byl na Fishnet summer campu. Letos tam bylo jenom 5 holek z Ameriky a to ještě z různých koutů. Ale moje kamarádka Noelle, která mě učila angličtinu byla naprosto úžasná, a musím ji za spoustu věcí poděkovat. Asi mi spolu s Luckou ukázala cestu po které se ted celý vyděšený dávám, a začínám chápat a být v klidu. Jsem ted plný takovýdle rozporů. Obnovil jsem svůj vztah se sestřičkou z Prahy a její naprosto úžasnou kamarádkou, se kterou jsem toho neprobral ani zdaleka tolik kolik jsem chtěl. Tak snad by ICQ které už konečně má. :D Jsem vděčný za to že vás znám lidičky,  že se za mě nekteří modlíte. Moc díky